Gloomy Feelings

sad, gloomy..

That’s what I’m feelin rite know. It’s bout someone that I loved. Someone who always make me smile, laugh, cry, happy,and make me thinkin’ bout him all day long I really really love him. But there’somethin wrong.

I miss him so bad.

I miss all about him

I miss when he hug me tight, when I cry

I miss his sweet smile

I miss his stomach cz there’s 6 box at his stomach and I like to touch it and tickle it  ;;)

I miss when he hold my hand

I miss his voice

I miss when he call me ALLY

I miss his laugh

I miss his lil mustache haha :D

I miss when he gimme kiss on da phone. hihiy

I miss when he called me all nite before I gosleep.

I miss when say “ HEY ALLY “

I miss when I say “ where are you know?” he say “ in ur heart” hahaha

I miss his eyes oh god I love his eyes so much it’s look like a cat

I miss when he send me VN

“I miss you like the sun misses the flowers”

I miss you a lot !!!!!!

But there’s something bad and I can’t explain it.  so from this song I can explain it 

LEONA LEWIS - BLEEDING LOVE 

 

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking 'round
Thinking I'm going crazy 

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Oooh, oooh...

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that their goal
Is to keep me from falling

Hey, yeah! 
But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open 

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the pain
That I keep all closed in
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

xoxo martha cornelia.

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