Gloomy Feelings

sad, gloomy..

That’s what I’m feelin rite know. It’s bout someone that I loved. Someone who always make me smile, laugh, cry, happy,and make me thinkin’ bout him all day long I really really love him. But there’somethin wrong.

I miss him so bad.

I miss all about him

I miss when he hug me tight, when I cry

I miss his sweet smile

I miss his stomach cz there’s 6 box at his stomach and I like to touch it and tickle it  ;;)

I miss when he hold my hand

I miss his voice

I miss when he call me ALLY

I miss his laugh

I miss his lil mustache haha :D

I miss when he gimme kiss on da phone. hihiy

I miss when he called me all nite before I gosleep.

I miss when say “ HEY ALLY “

I miss when I say “ where are you know?” he say “ in ur heart” hahaha

I miss his eyes oh god I love his eyes so much it’s look like a cat

I miss when he send me VN

“I miss you like the sun misses the flowers”

I miss you a lot !!!!!!

But there’s something bad and I can’t explain it.  so from this song I can explain it 

LEONA LEWIS - BLEEDING LOVE 

 

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking 'round
Thinking I'm going crazy 

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Oooh, oooh...

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that their goal
Is to keep me from falling

Hey, yeah! 
But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open 

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the pain
That I keep all closed in
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

xoxo martha cornelia.

dress - forever 21
bangels - random

Messy Day

Today was a messy day causeee..

“Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything”

Just like Bruno mars song i feel so bored and mager today the sun isso hot make me sweat,also the  air lil bit stuffy fiuhh. Although I’ve tuned on the air conditioner it’s still hot -_-

………………

Cause there’s nothing to do  so I put my glasses on my eyes I turn on my radio on listen to these song !

Walaaaaaaa :3

 

All time low – feel like dancin

Martin solveg – hello

3OH!3 – Double vision

Rihanna – man down

Cher lyod – swagger jagger

Sean Kingston – fire burnin

Rihanna ft drake – whats my name

Drake – headines

Vanya ft irang – pas kena hatiku

By the way this cropped top I made it by myself :p

Top: DIY, pants: Logo , Clogs : gift , bracelent : it’s too many I can’t mention it one bye one :3

 Martha Cornelia

xoxoxoxo

 

Touch of dark

“Lil bit rebel and lil bit feminime”

ollayeaaa Petite girl #eh Martha here

i'm Martha cornelia 13 

I called myself petite girl cause my body is not really tall and my friends say imma Tiny, and lil girl

So I called myself and named this blog

 PETITE GIRL :))

Watcha think, isn’t bad rite?

when I write this entry it was cloudy so crossed into my mind to give this title touch of dark

By the way….

I love black and dark colours so much I dunno why but most of  photos is black and white

Ahh warnanya enak diliat netral dan gapernah bosen diliat . all my clothes and my stuff mostly dark colour. Hbu? 

Actually  I'm puzzled what I want to write here.

Maybe I’ll lil tell bit ‘bout me :

I love fashion

I love shopping

I love dance

I love manicure + pedicure at homeyy

I love girls thing

I love my bestfriends

I love my family

I hate wake up in da morning every weekdays

I hate school hehe :p

Yaahh like other  teenagers ;;)

 xoxo Martha Cornelia